one hundred forty four

and this bag is just dancing with me
and this bag is just dancing with me

Sometimes this project makes me feel like I’m Ricky Fitts from American Beauty.  Like I’m chasing around a plastic bag dancing in the wind only I’m not trying to turn it into this big metaphor for something else.  Its not some benevolent force its the wind carrying a plastic bag, and it happens to be beautiful.    I think this is one of the problem s that I had with art school.  I always needed to find a reason to make work.  I could never just make something beautiful.  There always needed to be some driving force behind the work.  Sometimes this was a really great thing, and it would drive me to create fuller work with deeper meaning.  Other times it would cripple me because I couldn’t make a narrative fit with an image, or it the final product would just seem contrived.  A lot of times it would stop me from making work, because I would just sit there thinking it out.  I know I’ve said it before, but this project is just really freeing sometimes.  Sometimes its nice to just chase plastic bags.